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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Tuesday, February 13, 2007 8:25 PM
was reading my friendster's blog just now. it was the old blog that i used to post my feelings about you. but i realised it is so long ago. but my promise towards you has not been compromised. when you told me that you will NEVER talk to me face to face, i have the sudden urge to say, is ok then. i will talk to you instead. but i did not type it out. haas. right now, i do not know whether you know who you are. because i doubt i would stand anywhere in your heart. however, at least i know who you like right now. and i just want to wish you all the best from the bottom of my heart. haha. thanks for treating me as a friend though. =) take care.

as for you, i still do not understand you fully. i do not know the truth behind when you asked me that question. would you mind? or would you not mind? i seriously do not know. but i will wish to know. sometimes i find that your character and mine are not compatitble. but then again, when i thought about IF we were to be together, then i might give in to you with all i can. =\ i'm afraid.. i'm afraid of being hurt again. but i believe that the more i get hurt, the more i will know how to treat relationship. i know i just want you to be happy. just smile more. tomorrow is Valentine Day. i really wish to spend it with you, but i doubt i can do so. if you were to go out with me, i don't mind taking leave. but i stand no chance. =(

this few days very tired. not sure why is it so. and guess what, i flew off a bicycle on sunday. haha. but i only had some scratches here and there, unlike another person. sigh. ehh.. i think i should be the one responsible bahs. cuz i'm too heavy? and perhaps i brought the evilness to him. SORRY! but anyway. yea, i finally made it! i did the CYBERCAFE thing all by myself. haha. and i can create accounts, bla bla bla. just like what Boss want. yep. even though he's not around in Singapore, i still know what to do! hah. and my posters are like half-way through. tomorrow going to continue. yep. and then by the time the guys there finish installing the games, then i can reformat other coms liao. and then DONE! yepp..

this week, i promised chew ting to make it for CG. so no matter what, i'm going to do what i promised. because i'm not the kind of people who will break the promise. so FRIDAY is the day. and on that day, i'm going out with Wen Min to donne where she want to go. yep. because i promised her too. haha. yes! and then saturday got work. oh man! is chinese new year eve. doubt i will be collecting any red packets. haha. because my dad is not around. so i'm not going anywhere to go visiting bahs. sian! every year is just the same. so help me think of where can i go bahs. ANY IDEA???

tomorrow is Valentine Day.. and hoGc is holding a movie. woah. every year we have movies because we have someone that we date. and His name is Jesus Christ. haha. is worth the time to spend it with Him. and is been a long time since i do so. well, i will heed Samantha's advice. i will put Friday as the Sabbath day. and i will do nothing but just to spend time with Him. i will not turn off the fire that is in me. lols. Wait for me Lord. i will come back with a strong Fire!